Life is unfair..
So now, with my new life, things are different. The kids don't sleep with me on weekends anymore. This is still new to me. They only went twice, and it is not easy! Last Thursday, got an unexpected sms from my ex asking to have the kids sleep over on Thursday night instead of Friday night. As I was not mentally prepared for this, I got anxious. I went straight home after work and gave the kids a bath and prepared their bag. I was too emotional. I kept on hugging and kissing them over and over again. One time, Faris, my eldest, was like: mom, that is enough, I'm coming back tomorrow! It strikes me how a five year old can be so wise.. I was walking back and forth in the house waiting for the missed call. I checked and rechecked that they have everything in their bags. And every time I walk by one of them, I kiss or hug him. Then, my phone rang. I was trembling from the inside! I was talking to myself "It's ok Nouran. They will be back before you know it.. It